Scrolling through my fb wall, to see all the post you used to have written. Somehow or rather, it still hurts, it still means something to me.

Calling you that day before I board, I just felt stupid. Why did I even call? To hear his voice right next to you, I knew that phone call was just my wishful thinking that I thought it would still mean something to you....I guess it was just pure stupidity.

In anyway, happy birthday.

The only reason why I didn't sent you a personal text to wish you is 'cos you didn't want me to. In fact, whether if I say it or not, it doesn't matter anyway. It isn't my scene anymore.

I guess everything that we've had, never meant anything to you